what do you think?

We drive tonight and you are by my side we're talking about our lives like we've known each other forever the time flies by with the sound of your voice its close to paradise with the end surely near and if I could only stop the car and hold onto you and never let go I'll never let go as we round the corner to your house you turned to me and said "I'll be going through withdrawl of you for this one night we have spent" and I want to speak these words but I guess I'll just bite my tongue and except someday, somehow as the words that we'll hang from And I, I don't want to speak these words cause I, I don't want to make things any worse Why does tonight have to end Why don't we hit restart and pause it at our favorite parts we'll skip the goodbyes If I had it my way I'l turn the car around and run away just you and I- matchbook romance

thought that i have been thinking. the best relationshups end in marriage right? heres the thing, is anyone happy that they got married? is anyone like, we got married and it is everything we thought it would be, what a good idea that was? honestly? it can't be the be all and end all. i don't believe in that. i don't believe in looking to relationships or other externals for the answer. and if i am wrong? then yay!!!!!

i am feeling kind of blech about art these days like maybe i don' t want to be an artist. i just don't think i am any good. maybe i will get better.