love. boys. foxholes.

i have been having some serious boy thoughts lately. there is a lot of confusion where boys are concerned. i only know a few things.
thing number 1. who you want to be in a relationship is a lot like who you want to be in a foxhole with. the dude that has your back in a foxhole is basically responsible for your life for defending you, for making sure you don't get shot. that by itself doesn't make much sense. i guess the point i am trying to make is that you can go out with anyone and have a successful relationship when things are going good. the key is who do you want to go through lifes shit with. i hate using that word because it sounds so ugly but that is what i mean. who do you want to go through lifes ugly with?

thing number 2 is not as complicated. i like stable boys. spontaneous, insecure, moody, all of these things frighten me. funny that i am not so stable myself.


other non boy things that i have learned. i love running. i also love "me too" moments. moments where you and another feel the same way or have experienced a similar situation. also having faith in god is a good thing to do. don't ask why. that is'nt the point.

book that i am reading, Anecdotes of Modern Art. it is soooo good. i am addicted to anecdotes.